Sunday, March 10, 2024

God knows exactly where you are:)

God knows exactly where  you are:)

I love this testimony by Ken Gaub. I am blessed every time I think of it.

Name: Ken Gaub
Country: USA
Date: 11/17/99


Praise_Jesus: Testimony by Ken Gaub
Do you believe that God not only loves you, but knows where you are and what you're doing every minute of the day?
I certainly do after an amazing experience I had several years ago.

At the time I was driving on 1-75 near Dayton, Ohio, with my wife and children. We turned off the highway for a rest and refreshment stop. My wife Barbara and children went into the restaurant. I suddenly felt the need to stretch my legs, so waved them off ahead saying I'd join them later. I bought a soft drink, and as I walked toward a Dairy Queen, feelings of self-pity enshrouded my mind. .

I loved the Lord and my ministry, but I felt drained, burdened. My cup was empty..
Suddenly the impatient ringing of a telephone nearby jarred me out of my doldrums. It was coming from a phone booth at a service station on the corner. Wasn't anyone going to answer the phone?.
Noise from the traffic flowing through the busy intersection must have drowned out the sound because the service station attendant continued looking after his customers, oblivious to the ringing. .
"Why doesn't somebody answer that phone?" I muttered. .
I began reasoning. It may be important. What if it's an emergency? Curiosity overcame my indifference. I stepped inside the booth and picked up the phone..
"Hello," I said casually and took a big sip of my drink..
The operator said: "Long distance call for Ken Gaub.".
My eyes widened, and I almost choked on a chunk of ice. Swallowing hard, I said, "You're crazy!" .
Then realizing I shouldn't speak to an operator like that, I added, "This can't be! I was walking down the road, not bothering anyone,and the phone was ringing... " .

Is Ken Gaub there?" the operator interrupted, "I have a long distance call for him.".

It took a moment to gain control of my babbling, but I finally replied, "Yes, he is here." .

Searching for a possible explanation, I wondered if I could possibly be on Candid Camera! .

Still shaken, perplexed, I asked, "How in the world did you reach me here? I was walking down the road, the pay phone started ringing, and I just answered it on chance. You can't mean me.".
"Well," the operator asked, "Is Mr. Gaub there or isn't he?"
.
"Yes, I am Ken Gaub," I said, finally convinced by the tone of her voice that the call was real. .

Then I heard another voice say, "Yes, that's him, operator. That's Ken Gaub.".

I listened dumbfounded to a strange voice identify herself. "I'm Millie from Harrisburg, Pennsylvania. You don't know me, Mr. Gaub, but I'm desperate. Please help me.".
"What can I do for you?".

She began weeping. Finally she regained control and continued. "I was about to commit suicide, had just finished writing a note, when I began to pray and tell God I really didn't want to do this..
Then I suddenly remembered seeing you on television and thought if I could just talk to you, you could help me. I knew that was impossible because I didn't know how to reach you, I didn't know anyone who could help me find you. Then some numbers came to my mind, and I scribbled them down.".
At this point she began weeping again, and I prayed silently for wisdom to help her..
She continued, "I looked at the numbers and thought, 'Wouldn't it be wonderful if I had a miracle from God, and He has given me Ken's phone number?'.

I decided to try calling it. I can't believe I'm talking to you. "Are you in your office in California?".

I replied, "Lady, I don't have an office in California. My office is in Yakima, Washington.".
A little surprised, she asked, "Oh really, then where are you?".
"Don't you know?" I responded. "You made the call.".
She explained, "But I don't even know what area I'm calling. I just dialed the number that I had on this paper.".

"Ma'am, you won't believe this, but I'm in a phone booth in Dayton, Ohio!".

"Really?" she exclaimed. "Well, what are you doing there?".

I kidded her gently, "Well, I'm answering the phone. It was ringing as I walked by, so I answered it.".
Knowing this encounter could only have been arranged by God, I began to counsel the woman..
As she told me of her despair and frustration, the presence of the Holy Spirit flooded the phone booth giving me words of Wisdom beyond my ability. .

In a matter of moments, she prayed the sinner's prayer and met the One who would lead her out of her situation into a new life..

I walked away from that telephone booth with an electrifying sense of our Heavenly Father's concern for each of His children..

What were the astronomical odds of this happening?.

With all the millions of phones and innumerable combinations of numbers, only an all-knowing God could have caused that woman to call that number in that phone booth at that moment in time..
Forgetting my drink and nearly bursting with exhilaration, I headed back to my family, wondering if they would believe my story. .
Maybe I better not tell this, I thought, but I couldn't contain it. .

"Barb, you won't believe this! God knows where I am!"

Friday, March 13, 2015

Saturday, May 11, 2013

True You

A stained glass window is absolutely beautiful when the Sun is shining through it. It is then that you can see what it was truly created for. So it is with you! When the Son is shining through you. ~ Ray

stretcheth out the heavens as a curtain

It is he that sitteth upon the circle of the earth and the inhabitants thereof are as grasshoppers that stretcheth out the heavens as a curtain and spreadeth them out as a tent to dwell in

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Atheist to believer in 60 seconds

I was an atheist.

60 seconds from atheist to believer.

I was an atheist.

The testimony Raymond Davis

In Germany as a teenager and later in the military, Christians would come up to me and start talking to me about God/Jesus, and I would ask them if He was real. They would say, "Yes." I would say to them, “If he is real you have 60-seconds to have Him appear, if He appears I will believe.” Of course He never appeared!

While living in Frankfurt Germany, I read Eric Von Daniken's book, Chariots of the Gods. As a young teenager it made an impact on me, and I quickly believed Eric’s theory to be the right stuff. In 1978, we moved to the New Cumberland Army Depot near Harrisburg, PA where I met a man from Guam who became my martial arts instructor. He is a very highly respected person and had attained a very high level of "enlightenment." He was able to do unbelievable things in the physical and spiritual realm, of which I began to follow. One of the strangest things he did was stand in the middle of the floor with his hands out to his side and no one could move him. He “became an iron beam” he would say.

By the summer of 1992, I was teaching martial arts in several locations, working in a top secret job and considered myself an atheist acquainted with the spiritual realm. I was quite happy with my understanding of the universe and money was something I had plenty of. One of my favorite toys was a car stereo that I purchased in 1984 that cost me about $3,000. I loved music whether classical, rock, techno, jazz, yes, even country.

My commute was 35 minutes from Harrisburg to the U.S. Army War College in Carlisle. One day I just could not listen to the stereo anymore so I began to read poetry. Amazing what we do driving. I had memorized a large part of the Declaration of Independence, the Gettysburg Address, and about 30 poems within a few months. One day I forgot my poetry book, and I looked around the car to see if there was anything I could memorize. I saw a booklet on the back seat that was left in my car from my wife’s catholic church. Not liking religion, but needing something to memorize, I started memorizing what seemed to me to be a poem, but was really a song, “How Great Thou Art.”

With the radio off while I was driving home, I began to memorize the song and when I read the verse:

And when I think, that God, His Son not sparing; Sent Him to die, I scarce can take it in; That on the Cross, my burden gladly bearing, He bled and died to take away my sin.

I said out loud, “Why would you do that?” and for a split second I thought, why did I just say that and to whom am I speaking?

(What happened next is difficult to place into text or speech. All I can say is that God is not constricted to linear time. Several things happened simultaneously and something that would take you, and I several seconds to say and do took Him a split second. Think of it as 60 seconds in 1 second?)

Then suddenly I heard an audible voice come from the back seat area of my car which amazed me. The voice said, “Because, I love you.” As I heard the “B” sound in the word “Because” I felt something get out of my body and take a position in the air between my head and the side window. I knew it was there, but I could not see it. I was never aware that I had anything in me, but I felt it get out of me and place itself right next to the left side of my head. I was slightly startled by the audible voice but more so by what just got out of me. Even though I could not see it, I knew it was there more than if I were standing in front of you with my hand on your shoulder hearing you speak back to me while looking into your eyes. Something I just can’t explain.

At the same time that I heard this audible voice—time and space changed. During the time it took Him to say the word “Because” audibly, He spoke three sentences directly into my mind and showed me two things. All during the time I heard the word “Because.” And there was no confusion.

In my mind I heard Him say, “I Am the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob”... and I thought... you are the Jewish God but at the same time as I know he was the Jewish God I knew the he was not Allah, Buddhism, Hinduism, Mormonism, Shintoism or any other god. It was as if there was a line and on top of that line was one name. The name of the Jewish God, the one true living God and under the line was the longest list of all the other gods which were not the one true living God.

Then I heard Him say again, in my mind… “I Am, who stretched out the heavens.” And all of a sudden I was no longer in the car. I was suspended in space in pitch black darkness. I could not feel and pressure on my feet. I was in the middle of nowhere, no light no anything out in the space I was looking. And then suddenly, way out in front of me as if someone huge pulled out a vast never ending blanket from an unseen box. The lights continually very rapidly expand beyond my ability to see where they ended… I saw the stars/galaxies going out away from me as if someone pulled them open like a blanket. I was amazed! It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen! I watched this for what seamed 12 to 15 seconds.

And then suddenly I was back in my car, driving on 81 with the spirit next to my head. I was the shape and size of a baseball. And then God spoke in my mind again, “I Am,” right over the center console an oval hole opened up. I looked down into this hole and about an eighth of a mile away I see them. Three men hanging on crosses. They were up on a slight hill from a road which went from north to south. To the north I could see the beginning of a town and to the south just land no houses.  There were people standing on the road looking up at the men hanging on the cross. Immediately I began to know that this was Jesus the Son of God, that He is God, and that He was dying on that cross for my sins. The holiness which came from Him up into me through the hole was indescribable and my physical being was being overwhelmed. There was so much information mixed with holiness coming through into my very being I began to pass out.

After a few seconds the hole closed up, I stopped passing out and I heard the rest of the sentence, “I love you.”

It was an unconditional “I LOVE YOU”.

So He showed me all that during the time it took Him to say, “Because.”

Now I have this spirit riding along with me, right between me and the driver’s side window. I just heard God say to me audibly, “Because, I love you.” I heard His voice in my mind, saw the creation of the universe and saw Him dying on a cross. Now I know the holiness of what Jesus did for us on that cross.

I knew that this love was unconditional. It was the first time I had ever felt unconditional love. But out of my mouth, out loud, I say, “But I’m stupid.” And I thought to myself, “Why did I just say that?” And immediately I remember my mother saying to me in many ways over the years that I was slow, couldn’t do what the other kids could do etc. etc. etc. But the love would not go away, it was unconditional. I knew that God loved me no matter what I could or could not do. And I thought to myself, “What do you want?”

I knew that Jesus just paid for my sins and that He was Holy; I wanted to give God something back. “What do you want?” I thought. I thought I would give Him all my money… no response…He didn’t want that? I will give You all my money and my house?...no response… He didn’t want that? I will give You all my money, my house, and my cars?... no response. What do You want?.... Me! I felt so unworthy. I knew at this point that Jesus Christ was without sin, that He was pure and holy… Me? “Yes.” Me!

That would be like me giving you a dried up piece of grass and you gave me everything you have. This was an uneven exchange.

And then in front of me I saw, as if on a flat screen tv something I did on a cold winter day in Frankfurt Germany. A boy our age irritated me and my friends, would not leave us along. My two friends grabbed him and while he was bent over I kicked him in the chest, he fell to the ground and we ran off. Suddenly I saw him with God’s eyes. The value! The value of a human being… we have no idea. I jerked my head away from what I was seeing and if I could have I would have crawled out of my seat belt out of the back of the car. I wanted to get away from this sin, as far away as I could. I saw how valuable he is and I grieved deeply and began to weep. I cried out, “O’ God, Please take this from him as if it never happened.”  I wanted this removed from him so he could live his life as it never happened. And in my spirit I heard, “Forgiven,” “Paid for.” And as if there was an audible clap the screen then went up through the roof of the car and was gone. I knew it was done with. The spirit next to me got out of the car and was now traveling right outside the window. As if it did not want to leave, it wanted to see what was going to happen.

And immediately the next image popped up in front of me. I saw the face of a girl whom I can't remember. We mutually agreed to have intimacy.  I had forgotten her, but when I saw her face I saw how valuable and precious she is! She had no Idea… nor did I. Again I wanted to get away from this sin and I jerked my head away and cried out “O’ God, Please take this from her as if it never happened!” I wanted her to live her life without this sin. “Forgiven!” there was a clap and the image went up through the roof of the car and the next image popped up.

We have no Idea how many sins we commit. Hundreds of images popped up, things you wouldn’t think are sins are sins. My heart was grieving, I was asking for forgiveness… The images/sins were meeting forgiveness like fanning the pages of a flip book.

Then the Lord said to me in my mind, “The way you are, right now.” And I said, “But I have to change my language.” I used foul language on a regular basis at the military basis I worked. And He said, “No, the way you are right now.” And suddenly I saw a screen in front of me the left was all black with a white “No” and to the right was all white with black “Yes.” And when I saw this I leaped at the “Yes” with all my being with my spirit I could actually feel myself leap to the “Yes.” And two things happened, first the spirit that was outside my car traveling long side me began to leave—I sensed it, as if I could see it go up and away from me back towards Carlisle. I could sense it for about a half a mile, and then it just took off and I lost connection with it. I knew that it was gone. It wanted nothing to do with what was happening to me.

At the same time electricity touched the top of my head and as a wave began to filter down through my body. When it reached my heart another wave started at the top of my head. This continued on until I had four waves going down through my body at the same time. When one would leave my feet another would enter my head. I could not drive anymore, and I pulled over to the side of the road. My body was shaking as if being shocked—but I felt no pain. I began to cry, laugh, and sing songs I had never sung. I felt such joy, such love, I was overwhelmed. This went on for an hour. Every time I would pull on to the road it would happen again, and I would have to pull over. This was the greatest day of my life. I couldn’t wait to get home and tell my wife. Oh, the love, Oh He’s real.

When I got home my wife opened up the door and said, “Where have you been?” (no cell phones at that time.) I grabbed her by the shoulders and gently shook her and I said, “Honey, you have got to give your life to Jesus!”

Her eyes opened real wide and she replied with a shout, “Of course I have, I’m catholic. Who are you?”

I said, “No you don’t understand, you need to give your life to Jesus!”

Five years later, Leah would have an experience which I find incredible and wonderful that would accomplish the same for her as this testimony has done for me: salvation and a personal relationship with the Creator of the Universe, the God of Three Parts; Yahweh— whom we know as the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.


Saturday, March 23, 2013

Faith in answered prayer

A Simple Prayer

      "I believe God, that it shall be even as it was told me" (Acts 27:25).
      I went to America some years ago with the captain of a steamer, who was a very devoted Christian. When off the coast of Newfoundland he said to me, "The last time I crossed here, five weeks ago, something happened which revolutionized the whole of my Christian life. We had George Mueller of Bristol on board. I had been on the bridge twenty-four hours and never left it. George Mueller came to me, and said, "Captain I have come to tell you that I must be in Quebec Saturday afternoon." "It is impossible," I said. "Very well, if your ship cannot take me, God will find some other way. I have never broken an engagement for fifty-seven years. Let us go down into the chart-room and pray."
      I looked at that man of God, and thought to myself, what lunatic asylum can that man have come from? I never heard of such a thing as this. "Mr. Mueller," I said, "do you know how dense this fog is?" "No," he replied, "my eye is not on the density of the fog, but on the living God, who controls every circumstance of my life."
      He knelt down and prayed one of the most simple prayers, and when he had finished I was going to pray; but he put his hand on my shoulder, and told me not to pray. "First, you do not believe He will answer; and second I BELIEVE HE HAS, and there is no need whatever for you to pray about it."
      I looked at him, and he said, "Captain, I have known my Lord for fifty-seven years, and there has never been a single day that I have failed to get audience with the King. Get up, Captain and open the door, and you will find the fog gone." I got up, and the fog was indeed gone. On Saturday afternoon, George Mueller was in Quebec for his engagement.--Selected
     
 "If our love were but more simple, 

      We should take Him at His word;
      
And our lives would be all sunshine,
     
 In the sweetness of our Lord."

Saturday, March 2, 2013

He brought me to the banqueting house

He brought me
to the banqueting house,
and His banner over me was love.
My Beloved spoke, and said to me:
“Rise up, my love, my fair one,
and come away.
For lo, the winter is past,
the rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth;
the time of singing has come,
and the voice of the turtledove
is heard in our land.”
My Beloved is mine,
 and I am His.
Song of Solomon 2:4, 10-12, 16